Shenwei lived in hospital for a week. And in this week, Munanshen never came here again, as if he didn’t care shenwei at all.
Jingsheng really has good skills, during this period in Hospital, he came here and inquires about her condition almost everyday. Expect doctor and nurses, shenwei met the most fluently person is Xiaotao.
Xiaotao felt sorry for her because she thought she didn’t stop her from eating Hot pot. Her red eyes make her feel shamed. Finally , she has to coax xiaotao. It’s clear that xiaotao treats her sincerely. In these days, xiaotao comes here three times a day and also chatted with her and company with her at night.
One week later, jingsheng ensures that her wounds won’t recrudesce, then jingsheng remove the thread directly for shenwei.” you recover good, the wounds won’t inflame again, that’s a good sign.however, you have to still be careful this period. Don’t eat spicy food and don’t get any water on your back.”
Jingsheng says while he looking at shenwei ,” can’t wait to leave the hospital?”
“Yes! I’m nearly mouldy now.” shenwei can’t help stretching herself.
She can’t feel pain now and her wounds have already healed, so she needn’t to lie on her stomach to sleep, which is really a good thing for her.
But these days, shenwei and Jingsheng got along with each other day and night , they have a little friendship between them. It was mainly because of that Jingsheng found that shenwei is really different while they chatting. She becomes talkative , independent and she becomes a dreamer. She dares to practice and pursue her dream.
Is it really because of that drowning that cleaned her mind?
“What’s the meaning of your eyesight?” finding Jingsheng is staring at her, shenwei feels vigilant and asks him suspiciously.
Although she has been Jiangci for a long time, she is still afraid that someone may suspect her identity because of details.
Jingsheng stares at her and hesitates to asks her,” it will be impolite , but i have to ask you that what’s your thought in the past when you chose to suicide?”
The question is so straight, shenwei doesn’t know how to answer him.
“It’s doesn’t matter even if you don’t answer me!” jingsheng smiles,” i see, you just wanted to attract my bro’s attention, right?”
“Damn it!” shenwei can’t help saying dirty words. It’s her black history she thinks.
“Huh?”Jingsheng doesn’t understand her now, then he looks at her suspiciously.
Shenwei signs and supports her forehead with her hands. She never admit those fool things although she can’t remind those things. “ I’m not a fool! Why did i joke about my life? I cherish my life very much, ok?” shenwei decides to refuse those stupid things, or she has to carry on those things on her back.
Jingsheng’s eyes flashes,” you just say it, I want to know.”
“Alas!” shenwei looks helpless now,” in fact , i don’t know exactly about that, but every time just a people found i suicides and every time Munanshen would see that accident. Then he would misunderstand me! What’s a coincidence!” shenwei can’t explain it clearly.” you are his good friend, so you must know that we don’t love each other,right?”
“Yes, i know that,” and know you have seduced him for many times and did many stupid things.
“ are you seeing a mental patient?”shenwei pinches between her eyebrows,”I have to admit that i indeed seduced him in the past, but... he never fell into my trap.i still seduced him although experienced so many failures. Why i have to kill myself to attract him? That would make Munanshen hated me much more.and my purpose is not get his hatred.”
Shenwei wants to end up the topic,” in short , I couldn’t self-harm to attract Munanshen’s attention. I can only say that i am too unlucky that could have an accident in right time. Damn it!”
“hehe,” Jingsheng twitches his corner of mouth,he doesn’t know should he believe her words. She is right after all, nobody would seld-harm to attract others attention. However, Jiangci... it’s said that she had something wrong in her brain when she was still a student. It’s not strange if Jiangci did those things.
“No matter you believe or not, please remember that i won’t suicide to attract Munanshen! As for now,I cherish my life more, i am so young now that i have to enjoy my colorful life. So Jingsheng,don’t worry that i would do something to Munansheng!”
Shenwei pats his shoulders sincerely,” please believe me, Munanshen looks too old for me. I am in my most beautiful age and still have a good market now.”
“As long as you are happy!” jingsheng twitches his mouth and looks to the door unconsciously. A man with dark face standing in the doorway and staring at shenwei coldly.
Shenwei didn’t notice him because she is back to the door. She just feels the atmosphere becomes cold and quiet suddenly then she feels a sense of danger on her back.
Shenwei turns her head back suddenly. A tall shadow is standing there with another man together.
She saw that man last time in Haiji. So he is Munanshen and jingsheng’s friend, Yanshicheng?
Yanshicheng is staring at her full of calculating, shenwei frowns subconsciously, her heart alarms.
The man is as dangerous as Munanshen. Her intuition tells her Yanshicheng doesn’t like her. He looks at her sharply which makes shenwei feel stressed.
Then she removes her eyesight and turns to Munanshen, finding that his face is so dark, as if she owed his money!
“Hey, Mr Mu, how did you come?” shenwei says hello to him ingratiatingly.
However, when he heard Mr Mu, his eyes sink again. He twists his brows together and becomes gloomy, even Yanshicheng can feel his unhappiness.
Yanshicheng feels shocked now, the woman can influence his feeling!
Later, Munanshen hides his emotion and walks to her quietly,” can she discharge now?” he asks Jingsheng.
“Yes, her wounds heal very well, the main problem is her scars now. You can take her to get rid of them if you are free. But they can’t be finished one or two times, so...”
“It’s not necessary to do that.” shenwei interrupts his words,” I feel good now, it’s not necessary to do that!”
The three men looks at her complexly.
Shenwei doubts,” do you have any problems?”
Jingsheng coughs and says,” Jiangci, there are not only one scar on your back. Your back...” jingsheng wants to say that her back is too horrible to look at. But he stops because shenwei is a woman, she would feel sad about that.
Shenwei knows his meaning although jingsheng didn’t continue his words. She doesn’t care about that at all, but shrugs,” I am good now, they won’t be pain, so forget about them.”
“but...” jingsheng wants to persuade her. “ Doctor, are you afraid that i would be self-abased?” shenwei interrupts him.
“Well...” he feels jiangci is different from those women he knew.
Other women would cry and scream and try their best to get rid of the scars, but Jiangci seems doesn’t care about her appearance at all. She is tougher than others.
So she said she couldn’t self-harm, it’s real?
“Take easy, i won’t be self-based.just several scars, moreover, i can’t see them!”
“ But others can see it!” Munanshen says.
“others? Who?” she looks at him doubtfully.
“ Your future husband, don’t you afraid that he would be scared by you?” Munanshen looks at her with his eyebrows twisted, he thinks the woman is pretending now.
“Oh, i see.” shenwei understands him suddenly,” whatever, if he can’t accept my scars, then break up.” “ what’s more, i don’t have the plans to get married.” she whispers.
“Huh?” Munanshen squints,” what did you say ?”
“I say, if he can’t accept my deficiency, that means he doesn’t love me sincerely. If it does come to that day, it’s better to leave him early! I understand that!”
Xiaotao has packed all things up , she says to Shenwei,”Lady, everything is packed now!”
“Well!” xiaotao interrupts the three man’s thoughts, they looks at each other with surprise in eyes.